The Shopping Spree
We met Beth at the mall. Our first stop was lingerie. I needed bras
and panties. Shopping for bras is such a female thing. You don’t do it
with guys. Bras are so uniquely feminine that it is only fun with other
girls. I never felt like I was intruding into the female world as I
checked out the bras on the racks. I was wearing a bra after all. I
needed one to hold my forms. Eventually I hoped I would need one to hold
my real breasts, or at least implants which would be inside me and not
removable. I just felt so incredibly feminine as I bought three bras and
panties. The most fun was trying them on in the fitting room. Laura and
Beth gave their approval of each one to help make my selections. Before
we left lingerie I bought two baby doll style nightgowns which included
panties. Now I would at least be dressed as a girl in bed. No more boy
In the junior department I picked out thee cute skirts, all really
short, and four tops. I selected styles that would show off my breasts.
I also bought some shoes. Since it was summer, sandals were the most
popular style to wear. I liked my polished toenails showing. My nails
were getting quite long now and I loved to polish them. I did not plan
on trimming them until I needed to and then I wanted to have it done
We were taking a break and the three of us were sitting on a bench
when a girl came up to us.
“Hey guys. What are you up to and who is your friend?” a girl I
recognized as Lisa said.
“I am Laura’s sister Danielle,” I replied not knowing what else to
“You have a sister Laura? I thought you had a brother,” Lisa said.
“Well I did, but now I have a sister. My brother is transgendered and
is in the process of becoming a girl,” Laura replied.
“You have to be kidding. This is Dan? No way. She is a girl. Dan
doesn’t have pierced ears or boobs.”
“I just got my ears pierced and these are breast forms. My hair is
not mine. It is a hairpiece,” I explained.
“But you are totally a girl. You have makeup and I see your legs are
shaved, eyebrows plucked, and you have pretty long nails for a guy,”
“Yeah, I have been working for a few weeks on all these things. I am
living as a girl now and I hope to become one someday.”
“You mean have surgery to give you a vagina?”
“Yes. I will probably have breast implants and electrolysis for
unwanted hair,” I continued to explain.
“This is way cool. Can I hang with you guys?” Lisa asked.
“Sure,” Laura said. “We are helping Danielle shop for her female
wardrobe and other stuff,” Laura said.
The four of us sat there talking and watched a few guys check out our
legs and boobs. A friend of Beth’s who I didn’t know came over. He went
to a different school. She introduced us. He never indicated he had any
doubts that I was a girl. In fact he started to hit on me as he joined
“Do you have a boyfriend Danielle?” he asked.
“Not at the moment,” I replied with mounting alarm.
“Want to go to a movie some time?” he asked. His name was Phil.
“Maybe,” I said for some reason. He had to run off and left the three
“He is really cute,” Lisa said. “Are you going to take him up on a
“Oh God, I shouldn’t have done that. Boys don’t turn me on yet and he
would find out I am a guy,” I said.
“You mean you don’t get any kind of a turn on when a guy checks out
your legs and ogles your breasts?” Lisa asked.
“Well maybe a little,” I said starting to wonder if maybe I was
having some of those feelings. I certainly wasn’t getting turned on by
girls like I was when I was dressed as a boy. Seeing them in fitting
rooms, the ladies room, and spending time as one of them was changing
me. I felt like a girl now.
The three girls helped me with just about everything to get me going.
I even bought a pair of very short girl’s shorts. I resisted getting
jeans as I was too afraid I would feel like a guy wearing them. Ditto
tee shirts. I liked the look of tank tops and low cut sleeveless tops.
Of course I loved skirts and dresses. Wearing a skirt made me feel so
totally feminine. Guys could wear jeans, shorts, and even tank tops in
male styles, but never a skirt or a dress. I now had my own handbag
which I knew would be loaded with girl stuff in the near future. Laura
even had me stock up on the feminine pads I used to keep my male stuff
in place. Here I was buying feminine hygiene products. The sales clerk
never batted an eye. She had no reason to. She had no idea I could never
have a period. I bought just about every cosmetic I would need including
several different shades of lipstick and nail polish. I loved wearing
makeup. It made me feel so sexy when I looked in the mirror and my made
up face was framed by my long hair with bangs and my four gold studs in
my ears. I didn’t think I could ever go back to being a boy.
Beth helped Laura and me carry all the bags home. I had to give Laura
credit. She was a trooper holding as many bags as she could in her
hooks. We spent the next hour removing tags and arranging my bras and
panties in a drawer that would be designated for my underwear. We hung
up the skirts and placed my new tops in another drawer. The jewelry went
into a little box Laura had. I couldn’t wait for my ears to heal so I
could get some nice large hoops and other earrings. My cosmetics went on
the dresser temporarily. I needed a vanity and makeup mirror. Mom said
she would order a vanity and next time I was out I would get a makeup
mirror. I placed the pads in another drawer. The shoes went into the
closet. My new very own handbag and wallet remained. I would need to
carry some cosmetics with me when I went out to touch up my makeup.
Being a girl was so exciting. I was so happy that I could be one full
time now. All in all it was a wonderful day.
I had not been in contact with any of my male friends since school
let out. I knew I would have to deal with that sooner or later. I was
forced into it a couple of days later when the doorbell rang. Laura
answered. It was my friend John.
“Is Dan here?” he asked.
“Let me see if I can find him,” Laura said letting him in. I was in
“John is here. Do you want to tell him you are not here?” Laura
“No. I have to confront this sooner or later,” said. I went down to
the living room.
“Hi John,” I said.
“Uh Dan? Why are you dressed like a girl? God, you have boobs and
long hair. Are your ears really pierced?” he stammered.
“Yes John. I have been diagnosed as being transgendered. I am now
living as a girl. I may eventually become one with hormones and
surgery.” There, I got it out.
“You don’t look like a guy just dressed up like a girl. In fact you
are totally hot as a girl. You have super legs, and that skirt. This is
for real isn’t it?” John asked.
“Yes. I won’t blame you if you can’t accept this. Just please don’t
tell any of my friends just yet.”
“Well I, uh, can’t help but think of you as a girl. You are not gross
or anything. If you were really a girl I would ask you on a date. I
still want to be your friend. I guess this is tough for you,” John said.
“Not really. I have been spending time shopping with Laura and two of
her friends. They are really helping me learn to be a girl.”
“Can I help too?” John asked.
“Sure if you don’t make fun of me or tell anyone,” I pleaded.
“I promise. I came over to see if you wanted to get some pizza. I
guess you don’t want to do that now.”
“Why not? Unless you would feel uncomfortable with me looking like
this,” I replied.
“You’re kidding. You are really just so sexy. If you are with me I
would be the envy of other guys. Okay, will you go out for pizza?”
“Yes,” I said with a little trepidation.
I got my purse and we walked to a pizza place a few blocks away. When
we got there John ordered. We sat in a booth and John wanted me to tell
him how all this started. I did. When the pizza came we ate and
continued to talk. After we left we sat on a bench in a little park
nearby. I was shocked when John placed his hand on my thigh. I jerked a
“I am sorry, but even though I know you are a guy you are turning me
on big time. I can’t help it. This is crazy. I am not gay,” he said.
“I know, but a lot of sexual stimulus is visual. Your brain is
telling you I am a female. If you were gay I wouldn’t be attractive to
you,” I said mostly theorizing.
“Well are you still attracted to girls?” he asked.
“Yes and no. When I look at girls now I get aroused because I want so
much to be one of them. When guys look at my breasts and legs I get a
little turned on but it is mostly because it makes me feel more
We went back to my house and John and I went to my room. I showed him
my new clothes. I was reluctant, but I even showed him my panties and
“Can we try something?” John asked.
“Like what?” I asked.
He guided me over to the bed and we sat down. Once again he placed
his hand on my thigh, but this time he ran it way up under my skirt and
near my crotch. His other hand cupped one of my breasts.
“You feel just like a girl. Your male stuff isn’t there and your
breast feels so real.”
“Well my male stuff is tucked under there and I have a feminine pad
on to hold things in place. My breast forms have the weight and feel of
real breasts,” I explained.
“Do you like me touching you?”
“Yeah. I do,” I replied.
The next thing I knew was John was kissing me. I wanted to pull away,
but I couldn’t. I kissed him back and the two of us laid back and he
fondled me while we kissed. We kept our clothes on. Something really new
had been taking place in my mind. I liked being touched by a boy.
“Oh God, maybe I am gay,” John exclaimed. “I really liked that way
“You’re not gay. You are responding to my looks. I am responding to
you arousing my femininity. Neither of us wants to have sex with someone
of the same gender. I guess I will feel differently when and if I become
physically a girl. It would be different then. I would have a vagina.
Right now I don’t want to have sex with a girl while I am trying to be
“We could be boyfriend and girlfriend without sex. We could hang out
together that way. We could have lots of fun,” John said.
“If you are willing, I am willing,” I agreed.
John left a little while later and we agreed to get together. He
would not tell anyone about me. If we met someone he would introduce me
as Danielle and say I was a friend he recently met. That was sort of
true. He had just met Danielle.
Danielle goes on a date and continues to become
more feminine. Find out what she does in the next chapter.